I have nothing to lose

[Cele]

I'm kind of in the situation in my life where I have nothing going on. I have literally nothing except for the fact I have to pay rent and that's it. I tried to think about it in the sense that if I have nothing, it means I also have nothing to lose. I have no idea where to take my life though, since technically anything is possible. I was thinking of maybe visiting a friend in Germany for a few weeks at least. It's a possibility, but it's also quite easy to just become passive and a shut in. Anyone ever had such a situation?

[Melooon]

Im sort of in a similar situation too - all of my living situations are only temporary, they last a few months - I don't have any financial or other commitments; and I feel like most old friends have moved on, or are living their own lives - money is not really an issue in the short term, I could totally travel for a few months.. but I kinda feel like I already did that when I was younger!

I have plenty to do; working on my projects like this forum keeps me really busy and getting up every day is exciting because I know there's something cool I wanna do.. BUT at the same time; I find myself wondering what Im working towards.

Its great doing all these lil projects; but its also mostly just me working on my own, and I feel like I should be doing something bigger; I know I love making games and interactive projects, I don't really wanna do anything else! I have been interviewing for a cool job; that would definitely occupy me for a few years - but even then; I think I wanna start some big project; like a real games or digital art studio; I want something ambitious that brings real meaning and risk into my life.

It sounds like it might be a bit similer for you? I suppose a lot of people here are in the late 20s - early 30s; I think this is just what this age feels like 

[Cele]

Thank you for your thoughts. I'm quite worried about the money thing because I think right now I have... I have the amount of money I could survive for 4-5 months without any income. But as for work, unless they call me to come back to my old job (which they very well could xD), I have no idea what I would even do to be honest. There seems to be so much nice volunteer work but, well, that's not helping that matter Even during my free time I just sit here, not really knowing what to do :':wink: