Disabled Artist enters the chat - ❤︎ ∙ Greetings and Introductions

Hi, nice to meet y'all! I'm CosmicRot, but most people just call me Rot.  

I'm a jack of all trades.. master in like.. 2 and a half??? at best??? I draw, make music, and SOOO many other things, because creating is my life! I'm disabled and spend most of my time at home since it's hard to make friends irl when you're constantly burnt out [and all your attempts they end up being bigots OOF....] so I instead focus on making things I think are cool and interacting online! One of those things is building my very own website which has been a WIP since 2016 haha, neocities since 2018 I think??, and now since spring or summer of 2024 I've been working on the current iteration of my site [hosted a version on both neocities and nekoweb yippee] and been working really hard on finding a cool middle ground between accessibility and fun!

Here lately I've been a bit all over the place and trying a ton of new things in an attempt to lead a happier, cooler, and better life, and one of those is trying to get back to things I enjoyed as a kid, and try to make and partake in communities that make me happy! 
This place seemed like a super cool place to combine those two things! 
So.. uh.. thanks for having me! 

I also just wanna say I'm autistic and sometimes not the best at talking or wording things and people often assume I'm mad/annoyed or that I'm trying to mean or rude and I promise I'm really not   I try so so so hard to be kind and nice because I love talking to people, and I love making others happy too! but I always upset people in ways that refuse to elaborate on so it's very hard to get better and learn more how to interact "correctly" when they won't tell me :( so please if I do anything that's frustrating let me know! I want our interactions to be nice for all of us! and it also helps me grow as a person. 

Anyway thank you so so much for reading, and thanks again for having me! Have a wonderful day. 

^^^^^ my super cool art ^^^^^