my life... is what it is, i suppose. seems like things might be on an up trend, but i am not going to get my hopes too high. started going to a weekly dnd campaign with my brother's friends, seems like i'm cool to join future campaigns if i want to. my mental state is stable but it's not like... a good stable. i'm not a threat to myself, but i don't feel happy at all either.
i only work part time, and it just keeps getting more and more grating. there is basically a ticking time bomb going on in front right now, i have a very troublesome coworker who keeps acting like we have to treat her like a supervisor when that isn't her role, and getting offended that no one treats her as something she is not. however, since she's the best friend of the guy who has been working there the longest, she gets away with a lot and i am more likely to get in trouble for the conflict than she is. overall a very frustrating work environment that i exhausts me to deal with. it really sucks because i like everyone else i work with, it's just her who is causing problems.
still waiting to hear on disability application progress. i really, really want to live in my own place. it is exhausting living with a source of a lot of my current problems. i think once i live on my own i can get out of my current stagnant state. at least i have video games to play while i wait for things to progress.
living in a small city in the midwest u.s., don't hate it here, but i think i would prefer living in a proper city. not, like, NYC sized, but something like cleveland perhaps. maybe one day i'll be able to make that happen. ultimate goal is to hopefully move to canada to be with my partner, but i am very disabled and poor, so i try to be as realistic as possible on that front.
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