ADHD/Neurodiversity, how do you live with it?

[Codachrome]

i'm autistic. i also probably have adhd, but i haven't been diagnosed, diagnosis is expensive, and everyone who knows me just says i have adhd anyways. school is tiring for me, and i deal with it by sleeping all day, getting absolutely nothing done. i can't even focus in school because just getting there is tiring.

however, if there's a holiday, i get the will to study, but i end up playing minecraft the whole day