have i made something a bit of substance?

[murderoftheuniverse]

i wanted my depression to be felt through the screen.. i wanted the static to reach through the lens.. but it just comes off as dumpster trash. well too bad for my ego, because im posting the 30 second clip to the interwebs, forever! let me know how much you hate it and how much you hate my pet poodle, xx.  Sun Seeping Through Coffins

[MrsMoe]

Pure unrestrained summer fun vibes right here 

(Even though it's november)

[murderoftheuniverse]

thank you:)i know what you mean... maybe a little bit of comfort..ya?

[Waap.]

feels strongly like dissociation and overheating. i wouldn't know if that's the vibe you're going for or not, though. it's giving me that funk of how i tend to feel at christmas lunch; physically uncomfortable, way too warm, and mentally distant in a place that seems pleasant but i can't really appreciate. it's also pretty and the music is good.

[murderoftheuniverse]

thank you, i deal with medical dissociation daily so some of it may have shown through.. like i said on either this post or to someone else, i wanted familiarity in the scenes. i may find comfort in the overbearing derealization ive humanly crafted. thank you for the words. the music is Fireplace - The Olivia Tremor Control