- Literally: Since childhood for pure enjoyment.
- More focused hobbyism? — Maybe since late elementary through middle school.
- Online/social hobbyism (with my friends): Since the age of like ~12-13.
- Online/social hobbyism (with the greater internet. Curse you, likes and retweets): Probably mid/late-teens?
- Online w/ content creator mindset: I wanna say… since graduating uni.
- Burnt out on content creator stuff, trying to do art for self-actualization and personal fulfillment: Now.
My top recommendation is to ignore the (and I say this endearingly:) prodigy art fetuses online. Don't regret time spent not drawing because other people are ahead of you. The time spent not drawing due to inhibitions will pass anyway, and we don't live forever. Tons of people pick up art in their teens, and young-, mid-, and even senior-adulthood. I also find that the older a new artist is, the less likely they'll engage in the most trending art mediums and seek social approval. Random grandmas are just picking up landscape acrylic paintings cause they find them pretty, y'know? But I feel like teens→30s worry about being like… digital artists that make people go "wow" when they scroll or surf to their art.
If Pewdiepie (regardless of how I feel about him) is allowed to be an Adult Beginner Artist, and have art that looks "underdeveloped for his age", why can't you? (I mean that kindly and genuinely.)
I think the idea of an Appropriate Level of Art Skill for Someone's Age is a social construct to avoid. Like, it's not real. Who said "5yos must draw like this. 10yos must draw like this. 15 yos must draw like this—"? It's all made up. At any age, one's art will look like the level at which they trained their observation-stylization-and execution skills—be that 15 or 50.
Like, if you were the only person on earth, would you feel as worried as you do now? You deserve to feel happy, confident, and pursue what you want.
To talk about my experience, as requested… Lowkey, skill-wise, I just got better at it the more I drew. The more I drew, the more I'd have a desire to do better in the next drawing in certain aspects, which gave me things to pursue improvement on. Confidence-wise, I was ironically
more confident the (quote-unquote)
WORSE I was at drawing. Because back then, my brain was more focused on enjoyment of the process, expressing myself, and sharing things with friends who already liked me (for non-art reasons) anyway. When the Social Web, and the User Experience/psychological design of Social Media got a grip on my art, I was already "much better" at art skills wise, but my confidence has been
tremendously worse than when I was an amateur/new/developing/n00b artist.
It really makes ya think, I swear…
There's a human instinct to leave proof of your own existence. To achieve immortality by leaving your painted handprint on the cave wall. To me, that's what art is. Focus on that part!
Edit: typos everywhere
Edit: addendum cause I just thought of it and it sounds cool:
If art and the human instinct are leaving proof of our own existence by leaving handprints on the cave wall, like, there's no point in fretting that someone else's handprint is better than yours. Your handprint is in
YOUR shape. It reflects and expresses
you.